And you thought I was dead already..???? I have not updated my blog since 3 months..For me it seems forever..I have not done since i have started to write my blogss..But off late, things had not been promising..There was too much of happening on the professional front, personal and social ..And i was so caught in the mayhem of everything that left me almost breathless
Thank you friends, you have been kind enough to visit my blogs regularly and some of you confessed to have missing me ..:P (or my blogs..;)) Anyhow!! i loved the compliments and affection from u people that I unburden myself to connect with wide range of people who love me and even love to hate me..!!
Life is so fickle..As fickle as everything else in this world..You crack open an egg, a life is destroyed .Yeah ..life changes in such simple strokes which ends everyday, every minute of our lives..
M Says I think about Death too much, too often, But wats wrong??? Isn't it is the only thing that is defined and definite in this indefinable fickle life???
I dont even know if I am going to get that elusive job..I dont even know If I am going to be able to achieve everything or anything in my wish list..!! I dont know anything, except THE END
They say Reading a book becomes boring if you know the end. But Life is one such book, where we all know the end, but still the next chapter is mystery.Because even though we know the end, we donot know which of the strokes is going to end our life..
I dont know how I will "go" .I fear the day because I dont know what awaits me..I even dont know how many of you are going to miss me..!! I am just imaging that if I am able to watch you guys!!(like they show the dead peoples in whites in the movies..)) I would be really sad to watch any of you cry..but i know, it would definitely give me some grim satisfaction of being loved and appreciated..
But what I would definitely LOVE is all of you remembering me with smiles on your faces..(and not tears in your eyes) and to know How I touched a little part of your life and made it special(if I did) And i would love you all remembering me every now and then, and not just get away saying your usual RIPs ..I will be a demanding ghost . if I may call myself that!
M will be little mad after reading this post..Might even consider taking me to a shrink for a pyschic help!!. lol..:D But what the hell..!!Life is too short for having regrets..I dont know what the next moment is gonna cost me..But i just wanted to have this little heart-to heart with all of you before I 'GO"....
P.S. They say Earth is the hell for people on another planet!!
1 comment:
Well, you can be a demanding Angel instead. Its not necessary that people become ghost after dying.
Btw, If I were with you at that moment then I would have shaken you to bring you out from these serious of thoughts about death.
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