Huh..a state of saturation..a state of disappointment ...A state unexpressed!!
oh God!! why did i joined Mtech..!!!
kaash MBA hi kar lia hota..:P :P
This is wat I and Mariam feeling since last couple of week..
Agitated over this "Dissertation" thing..!! I wanted to give rest to my mind!! God someone please light my mind with a candle ..(meri dimaag ki batti jala do koi tohhhh!!..))
And so what if I was gifted a "pepper spray" by my beloved Dad on this women's day??? My two besties made up for it one gifting me an absolutely gorgeous dress from Mango and other one gifting me an elegant slippers from Puma..And thats the reason God made friends!! They never fail to take u out of dumps..don't they?? Thank you both of you for the awesome gifts..And yeah i'll keep my promise..When you are here..I am going to wear both , get clicked crazy and will land the photos on my blog..!! pinky promise..;) :p ;)
On a totally unrelated note, a very close friend went through a breakup.Until now , I thought breakups were ugly and a trip to hell..Only this time I realized it is even worse than that..How it is hard for someone to let go of another..!!..(hmm...wait let me play my favourite song on the background..:))) that some one whom you loved with all your heart, pinned all your hopes. you never even noticed or thought that things will start going downhill..It must be worse thinking about in your head again n again and not getting any answers...Why dint he/she understand enough??
And there is A whole "news" about ur breakup that spreads like wildfire and you actually have to give explanations to everyone that heart breaking stuff, every single time and then the old memories to deal with..the gifts, the roses ,your favourite songs, your favorite restaurant, hangouts and so on!
And the big question of all times!! --to be friends with ur ex or not??and that depends on how the break up went..
To get out of a breakup is an immense task.Almost a miracle.It changes a person..To move on- is not at all easy..There is whole lot of data backup in your memory processor.you would wish to crash it without any recovery..Since that doesnot happen .you hide pain, put on a fake smile and move forward..Until one day a friend makes you realize that it all happened for a reason!..the heart break, the pain , the anger and remorse-those were God's ways of turning you in right direction to a right person!!
This post is dedicated to "him" who is going to all this and many more..still rocking where it matters! sTill twisting life by its horns!! still retaining that zeal and passion for love..
The post is also dedicated to all those who have gone through this ugly feeling and triumphed over it!!
To all those who never had to go through breakup and are thankful for it..!!
ufffffffff....!! phirse yaad aagya ki thesis likhni hai...:P :P
byee!!..take care
cheers!!! to life..:)
