I love babies! So much that sometimes when I look at a very cute one! I have a longing to have one of my own..;) ;) :P Half of H and half of me ..H (my would be husband) ..Although I know there is still another decade for it..It sounds utterly romantic to me..But this post is about my nephew R , my first baby..:-))
Something was refraining me to write the blogs since a month ..But today When R asked me so innocently "blags" ?? (though he dont even know what blogs are ) ..His innocence cant hold me back to write post dedicated purely to him.
So , my dear R , you are the showstopper today!!..You have not been mentioned in this space ever..You'd ask why?? Because You mean to me what I can't even begin to put into my words..But today I had to , to ease my own pain..To bring to the surface all happy emotions and feelings and memories I share with you..Nostalgia is a very strange thing..All those memories make me laugh now..And all those moments we spent and are spending having the times of our lives, makes my eyes well up..So while I'll go nostalgic trying to recall all those stupid, funny, mad, cute , maddening stories all over again..I'll try not to cry *sniff*
You came into my life when I was in +2 .. I was so happy that day, I had my first accident.:P ..I was so happy that I was shivering with excitement to see you and I hit the ground with smile on my face because I was trying to picture you in my thoughts...Anyways I got up, brushed myself and ran away to home to see you..I still remember the first moment when I saw you, you were sleeping and I was so scared to touch you lest it hurt..Even while sleeping You were scared by the camera flash and Look at you today! All ready to pose and do so much "natak" all time..:-))
You used to love playing in those dark nights when everyone else was asleep..You remember those nights..??I did stupid antics to make you laugh..I remember both of us laughing and rolling for no reason.
In morning I used to be half asleep and tired but when I saw sleeping peacefully , I gloated to everyone that I was the reason behind it..Little did I know that you were reason because of which I could study even when I was tired to my bones ..R, ur smile did that to me..:):)
And then one day I have to leave..Go away to another city.We parted ways..And then You remember that time when I came to meet you after 5 months?? You had almost forgotten me, almost too shy to acknowledge me..But within two hours you were the brat I always knew-naughty, smart kickass ..I still remember my disbelief at hearing you speak those cute litlle broken sentences..The first time you called me "bua"..Nothing has ever sounded better to me..I still remember those five days I spent with you..You would eat with me, sleep with me hugging me, refusing to leave my side even for a second..And didn't I felt proud about that?????
And then came the day when I had to go back..You were glued to me at railway station, I had a lump in my throat too..It was not easy for me to pry myself from you..But was there any other way?? When the train left the station I saw you crying and tried to push back my own tears..But do you know that I cried the whole waking part of my 10 hour journey..?? I had swollen eyes when I reached college..It just broke my heart t away from you..And that day I really understood what a real heart break actually feels like!..:-(
Then began our meetings which were far and few in between.We always looked forward to meet each other..And I really loved it when you gave me special attention, awaiting my home coming and then climbing on my lap immediately and asking for your gifts..You remember those dragon balls?? :P
7+ years into relationship and you are naughtier than ever..But I know how much you love me..You are too young to understand that feeling, but still I can see in your eyes when you understand that I had to leave and I Cant be with you all day, everyday..Your conversations makes me smile and laugh ..Your perspective of world is so damn cute.., it makes my heart all gooey..You know how much I love you and you never fail to take advantage of that, don't you??? But then I seriously love your expressions when you think you have made "maamu" out of me..
Sometimes I am deeply engrossed thinking how my baby will be..Although I know there is still a decade for that.I dont know how she/he will be like.But I have always loved you and will keep loving you like my first born..:-))I dont know if i have it in me to love the other one so passionately and dearly..But i do wish that you can read this post when you grow up and know that I loved you with all my heart and all my love..I always wish you get the best life has to offer..And even though I get upset that you dont call me "bua" but I am secretly super happy and kicked in my heart because you have given me a special name that is so much cute and cool..:-)Thank you Riddu for what being what you are and making me what I am!!..Your smile is still an inspiration to me ..:-)) Love you baby..:* :*
Something was refraining me to write the blogs since a month ..But today When R asked me so innocently "blags" ?? (though he dont even know what blogs are ) ..His innocence cant hold me back to write post dedicated purely to him.
So , my dear R , you are the showstopper today!!..You have not been mentioned in this space ever..You'd ask why?? Because You mean to me what I can't even begin to put into my words..But today I had to , to ease my own pain..To bring to the surface all happy emotions and feelings and memories I share with you..Nostalgia is a very strange thing..All those memories make me laugh now..And all those moments we spent and are spending having the times of our lives, makes my eyes well up..So while I'll go nostalgic trying to recall all those stupid, funny, mad, cute , maddening stories all over again..I'll try not to cry *sniff*
You came into my life when I was in +2 .. I was so happy that day, I had my first accident.:P ..I was so happy that I was shivering with excitement to see you and I hit the ground with smile on my face because I was trying to picture you in my thoughts...Anyways I got up, brushed myself and ran away to home to see you..I still remember the first moment when I saw you, you were sleeping and I was so scared to touch you lest it hurt..Even while sleeping You were scared by the camera flash and Look at you today! All ready to pose and do so much "natak" all time..:-))
You used to love playing in those dark nights when everyone else was asleep..You remember those nights..??I did stupid antics to make you laugh..I remember both of us laughing and rolling for no reason.
In morning I used to be half asleep and tired but when I saw sleeping peacefully , I gloated to everyone that I was the reason behind it..Little did I know that you were reason because of which I could study even when I was tired to my bones ..R, ur smile did that to me..:):)
And then one day I have to leave..Go away to another city.We parted ways..And then You remember that time when I came to meet you after 5 months?? You had almost forgotten me, almost too shy to acknowledge me..But within two hours you were the brat I always knew-naughty, smart kickass ..I still remember my disbelief at hearing you speak those cute litlle broken sentences..The first time you called me "bua"..Nothing has ever sounded better to me..I still remember those five days I spent with you..You would eat with me, sleep with me hugging me, refusing to leave my side even for a second..And didn't I felt proud about that?????
And then came the day when I had to go back..You were glued to me at railway station, I had a lump in my throat too..It was not easy for me to pry myself from you..But was there any other way?? When the train left the station I saw you crying and tried to push back my own tears..But do you know that I cried the whole waking part of my 10 hour journey..?? I had swollen eyes when I reached college..It just broke my heart t away from you..And that day I really understood what a real heart break actually feels like!..:-(
Then began our meetings which were far and few in between.We always looked forward to meet each other..And I really loved it when you gave me special attention, awaiting my home coming and then climbing on my lap immediately and asking for your gifts..You remember those dragon balls?? :P
7+ years into relationship and you are naughtier than ever..But I know how much you love me..You are too young to understand that feeling, but still I can see in your eyes when you understand that I had to leave and I Cant be with you all day, everyday..Your conversations makes me smile and laugh ..Your perspective of world is so damn cute.., it makes my heart all gooey..You know how much I love you and you never fail to take advantage of that, don't you??? But then I seriously love your expressions when you think you have made "maamu" out of me..
Sometimes I am deeply engrossed thinking how my baby will be..Although I know there is still a decade for that.I dont know how she/he will be like.But I have always loved you and will keep loving you like my first born..:-))I dont know if i have it in me to love the other one so passionately and dearly..But i do wish that you can read this post when you grow up and know that I loved you with all my heart and all my love..I always wish you get the best life has to offer..And even though I get upset that you dont call me "bua" but I am secretly super happy and kicked in my heart because you have given me a special name that is so much cute and cool..:-)Thank you Riddu for what being what you are and making me what I am!!..Your smile is still an inspiration to me ..:-)) Love you baby..:* :*
